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<p>I don’t know about everyone, but for some sinners who are trying to find redemption, there’s this continuous dialogue inside of you. It happens between the old you and the new you. The person who you tried so desperately to bury, and the person who you are trying so desperately to become. It’s like they are constantly holding each other at gunpoint - or at least one of them is. It’s like no matter how many times you kill them, they just won’t stay dead. And no matter how far you go, the other one keeps popping up, like a fucking bad penny.</p>
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<p>God is always right there willing to pick up the weight that we are carrying, and oftentimes we simply refuse to put it down so he can have it. I’m no different. I have a thorn in my side, a piece of that old dead man that I can’t get rid of, a sin that I can’t seem to stop carrying. To this day it plagues me. I will put it down, and think I have let it go, only to look down into my hands, and realize - Son of a bitch! I’m still carrying that weight! Why can’t I put this fucking thing down?!</p>
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<p>To keep on sining after having accepted and claimed Christ is to deny Him in your heart. I am every bit as guilty as Peter was; my sin is my denial. My accusers are not people, but passions - and my denial is not in public, but private. God is not mocked, and He sees the things which happen in private. But Jesus paid the price for my sins once and His blood covers me - and He touched my heart today to let me know He still loves me, and forgives me.</p>
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var img = document.querySelectorAll('.post-content img')
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var i
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for (i = 0; i < img.length; i++) {
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var wrapper = document.createElement('a')
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wrapper.setAttribute('href', img[i].getAttribute('data-src'))
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wrapper.setAttribute('aria-label', 'illustration')
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wrapper.style.cssText =
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'width: 100%; display: flex; justify-content: center;'
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if (img[i].alt) wrapper.dataset.caption = img[i].alt
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wrapper.dataset.nolink = true
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img[i].before(wrapper)
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wrapper.append(img[i])
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var divWrap = document.createElement('div')
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divWrap.classList.add('gallery')
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wrapper.before(divWrap)
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divWrap.append(wrapper)
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}
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baguetteBox.run('.gallery')
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}
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</script>
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<script>
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loadScript(
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"/js/lib/lightbox/baguetteBox.min.js",
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addImgLayout
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)
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</script>
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<script src="/js/main.js"></script>
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<script>
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var addLazyload = function () {
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var observer = lozad('.lozad', {
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load: function (el) {
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el.srcset = el.getAttribute('data-src')
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},
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loaded: function (el) {
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el.classList.add('loaded')
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},
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})
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observer.observe()
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}
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</script>
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<script>
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loadScript('/js/lib/lozad.min.js', addLazyload)
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</script>
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<script src="//instant.page/5.1.0" type="module"
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integrity="sha384-by67kQnR+pyfy8yWP4kPO12fHKRLHZPfEsiSXR8u2IKcTdxD805MGUXBzVPnkLHw"></script>
|
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|
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<script>
|
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var googleAnalytics = function () {
|
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window.dataLayer = window.dataLayer || []
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function gtag() {
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dataLayer.push(arguments)
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}
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gtag('js', new Date())
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gtag('config', 'G-S3YLF516N6')
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}
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</script>
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<script>
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loadScript(
|
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'https://www.googletagmanager.com/gtag/js?id=' +
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'G-S3YLF516N6',
|
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googleAnalytics
|
||||
)
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</script>
|
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|
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|
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</body>
|
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</html>
|
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@@ -309,7 +309,7 @@
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||||
<a
|
||||
class="author-posts-count"
|
||||
href="/archives">
|
||||
<span>31</span>
|
||||
<span>32</span>
|
||||
<span>Posts</span>
|
||||
</a>
|
||||
<a
|
||||
@@ -363,7 +363,7 @@
|
||||
<a href="/categories/Faith/">
|
||||
<div class="categories-list-item">
|
||||
Faith
|
||||
<span class="categories-list-item-badge">6</span>
|
||||
<span class="categories-list-item-badge">7</span>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</a>
|
||||
|
||||
@@ -377,7 +377,7 @@
|
||||
<a href="/categories/Philosophy/">
|
||||
<div class="categories-list-item">
|
||||
Philosophy
|
||||
<span class="categories-list-item-badge">5</span>
|
||||
<span class="categories-list-item-badge">6</span>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</a>
|
||||
|
||||
@@ -568,6 +568,20 @@ technology 0
|
||||
</article>
|
||||
<div class="nav">
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="nav-item-prev">
|
||||
<a
|
||||
href="/2026/06/08/Carrying-That-Weight/"
|
||||
class="nav-link">
|
||||
<i class="iconfont icon-left nav-prev-icon"></i>
|
||||
<div>
|
||||
<div class="nav-label">Prev</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="nav-title">Carrying That Weight </div>
|
||||
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</a>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="nav-item-next">
|
||||
<a
|
||||
@@ -623,6 +637,11 @@ technology 0
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-list">
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item">
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item-title">2026-06-08</div>
|
||||
<a href="/2026/06/08/Carrying-That-Weight/"><div class="recent-posts-item-content">Carrying That Weight</div></a>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item">
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item-title">2026-06-08</div>
|
||||
<a href="/2026/06/08/Devlog-20260608/"><div class="recent-posts-item-content">Devlog Entry - 8 June 2026</div></a>
|
||||
@@ -638,11 +657,6 @@ technology 0
|
||||
<a href="/2026/05/15/Devlog-20260518/"><div class="recent-posts-item-content">Devlog Entry - 18 May 2026</div></a>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item">
|
||||
<div class="recent-posts-item-title">2026-02-23</div>
|
||||
<a href="/2026/02/23/Why-Firefighting/"><div class="recent-posts-item-content">Why Firefighting</div></a>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</article>
|
||||
|
||||
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